I hate trying when it comes down to nothing.

I hate caring when its just pushed away.

I hate hanging on when no one else wants to.

I hate doing the right thing when I just get the door slammed in my face.

I hate building bridges, when others just want to destruct it.


I don't want to keep doing this... when no one on this planet actually cares.

EDIT

I want to try... even if it comes down to nothing, I want to put my 1000% into trying.

I want to care, even when it gets pushed away... I care about you.

I want to hang on, because I want to, because I choose to, because I know I love you and I really think this -could work-

I want to do the right thing, I will get slammed in the face for what's best and right.

I want to build bridges and protect them with my life and all.


I wish I could keep at this.... I want to have a go. I want to change.