I feel like there is a hole in my heart...

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Is there really no happy ending....?

I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place

I want to be a better man...

No matter how long it takes and what I have to do...

I want to change...

I hate trying when it comes down to nothing.

I hate caring when its just pushed away.

I hate hanging on when no one else wants to.

I hate doing the right thing when I just get the door slammed in my face.

I hate building bridges, when others just want to destruct it.


I don't want to keep doing this... when no one on this planet actually cares.

EDIT

I want to try... even if it comes down to nothing, I want to put my 1000% into trying.

I want to care, even when it gets pushed away... I care about you.

I want to hang on, because I want to, because I choose to, because I know I love you and I really think this -could work-

I want to do the right thing, I will get slammed in the face for what's best and right.

I want to build bridges and protect them with my life and all.


I wish I could keep at this.... I want to have a go. I want to change.

I want to give up...

Is this really worth it all...?

No one cares anyway...