Why is my life so mucked up at the moment? I feel like things are so messed up with no real way of ending this 'messyness'. I dunno how to correct or change things, or am i even able to do that? Maybe things will get better... maybe they won't... i have no idea what the future holds anymore. I just wanna go and hide and wake up with everything better... but I guess i just have to face reality with all its miseries.